I'm ceded - I've stopped being their's

I'm ceded - I've stopped being Their's -
The name They dropped opon my face
With water, in the country church
Is finished using, now,
And They can put it with my Dolls,
My childhood, and the string of spools,
I've finished threading - too -

Baptized, before, without the choice,
But this time, consciously, Of Grace -
Unto supremest name -
Called to my Full - The Crescent dropped -
Existence'ssurmise wholeRim • Eye Arc, filled up,
Withjust one one - small Diadem -

My second Rank - too small the first -
Crowned -whimpering • dangling Crowing - on my Father's breast -
An insufficient QueenA too unconscioushalf unconscious Queen
But this time - Adequate - Erect,
Withpower Will to choose,
Or to reject,
And I choose, just a Throne Crown -