I'm ceded -- I've stopped being Their's --

I'm ceded -- I've stopped being Their's --
The name They dropped upon my face
With water, in the country church
Is finished using, now,
And They can put it with my Dolls,
My childhood, and the string of spools,
I've finished threading -- too --

Baptized, before, without the choice,
But this time, consciously, of Grace --
Unto supremest term[^a1]name --
Called to my Full -- The Crescent dropped --
Existence's whole Eye[^a2]Rim (crossed out)[^a3]Arc, filled up,
With just one[^a4]one small Diadem.

[^a1: term | term]

[^a2: Eye | Eye]

[^a3: Rim (crossed out) | Rim (crossed out)]

[^a4: just one | just one]

My second Rank -- too small the first --
Crowned -- whimpering[^a5]dangling[^a6]Crowing -- on my Father's breast --
An insufficient Queen --[^a7]A too unconscious[^a8]half unconscious Queen --
But this time -- Adequate -- Erect,
With power[^a9]Will to choose, or to reject,
And I choose, just a Throne[^a10]Crown --

[^a5: whimpering | whimpering]

[^a6: dangling | dangling]

[^a7: An insufficient Queen -- | An insufficient Queen --]

[^a8: too unconscious | too unconscious]

[^a9: power | power]

[^a10: Throne | Throne]

12.whole Arc] surmise (crossed out)